monday

for now, i am saying hello. not just a greeting or salutation. perhaps it is more of a welcome sign. welcome to my life. there are many things that i keep at arms-length. i'm not sure why. fear, i suppose. i want to uncover these things (or people), overcome my fears, and welcome them in.


so today i'm saying hello to...

me.

fear in saying hello to me:

finding things i (or others) may not like.

i'm messy.

i don't love animals.

i can sleep for a loooong time, and not feel bad about it.

i think putting on my sweats is more fun than putting on a cute outfit.

i need coffee.

i like britney spears.

...just to name a few.

SO, me: i can't promise anything rational or safe or lovely. but welcome.